He offered to
sacrifice everything for my love, to leave the kingdom forthwith,
and live with me for ever in any part of the world where I should
choose to reside.
"These were generous and tempting proposals; but I was beset with
counsellors who were not totally disinterested, and who dissuaded
me from embracing the proffers of my lover, on pretence that Lord --
would be highly injured by my compliance. I listened to their advice,
and hardened my heart against Lord B--'s sorrow and solicitations.
My behaviour on this occasion is altogether unaccountable; this was
the only time that ever I was a slave to admonition. The condition
of Lord B-- would have melted any heart but mine, and yet mine was
one of the most sensible. He employed his cousin as an advocate
with me, till that gentleman actually refused the office, telling
him candidly, that his own inclinations were too much engaged to
permit him to perform the task with fidelity and truth. He accordingly
resolved to avoid my presence, until my lord and I should come
to some final determination, which was greatly retarded by the
perseverance of his lordship, who would not resign his hopes, even
when I pretended that another man had engaged my heart, but said,
that in time my affection might return.
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