"
The Queen seemed satisfied, and looked down again.
"As to the oath, I will not ask you to take it formally, if you will give
me an assurance of your loyalty."
"That, your Grace, I give most gladly."
His heart was beating again in great irregular thumps in his throat; he
had the sensation of swaying to and fro on the edge of a precipice, now
towards safety and now towards death; it was the cruellest pain he had
suffered yet. But how was it possible to have some post at Court without
relinquishing the exercise of his priesthood? He must think it out; what
did the Queen mean?
"And, of course, you will not be able to say mass again; but I shall not
hinder your hearing it at the Ambassador's whenever you please."
Ah! it had come; his heart gave a leap and seemed to cease.
"Your Grace must forgive me, but I cannot consent."
There was a dead silence; when Anthony looked up, she was staring at him
with the frankest astonishment.
"Did you think, Mr. Norris, you could be at Court and say mass too
whenever you wished?" Her voice rang harsh and shrill; her anger was
rising.
"I was not sure what your Grace intended for me."
"The fellow is mad," she said, still staring at him. "Oh! take care, take
care!"
"Your Grace knows I intend no insolence."
"You mean to say, Mr. Norris, that you will not take a pardon and a post
at Court on those terms?"
Anthony bowed; he could not trust himself to speak, so bitter was the
reaction.
"But, see man, you fool; if you die as a traitor you will never say mass
again either.
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